My father passed away ...

... and I was the last to know!

I was informed last night that my father died November 14 and was buried sometime last week. Just like that ... no details, no background story. I was upset ... I am still upset ... and very disappointed having been totally left out - not being in the loop ... not being told of what had happened or how it happened.

I loved my father ... it hurts me so deeply being left out in the cold, not among those who were the first to be informed ... like I never existed at all. I am angry and I do not know who to be angry with.

So, to you who made the decision to keep me from knowing the passing away of my own father: SHAME ON YOU! I never knew such selfishness. Loathe for all I care ... you certainly rejoice as you've inflicted pain in my heart but I will take comfort in knowing my father thought of me as he breathe his last breath.

Rest in peace, Daddy. You will always be in my memory.